Gosh, it's already December (O___O) and then I look back and realize I didn't do anything this year *AGAIN*
Sometimes I think I'm gonna die just as an annoying bug. Or even worst; just like a bug that no one cares about.


Whatever, I updated 50past12 with a lot of new fics so please check it out if you have some time (^_^)
And today I was thinking about make more icons to post here but I had no time at all (i_i) *actually I was making Jun's (Murakami Jun, not Matsumoto :P) icons for my personal use and then got no time for others lol - totally fail* But look! How cute Jun is! XD I love him (*_*) [in case you don't know, Murakami Jun is a humorist, he's from the duo Shizuru (しずる) and they are regulars on "The Red Theater" and also appears on "Red Carpet" sometimes.]

How can a humorist be so cute??? XDDD~~~ and... I was searching for some pictures of him and found some where he looks a like with Nino very much (O_O) wow, both are cute but it scares me! XD

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Ooohhh! I almost forget! *as usual*
I dyed[?] my hair at home for the first time last week and now I'm kind of blonde! XDDD It's kind of a light brown, little orange -wth- XD you can see how it is at my fotolog.
In[on?] that picture it doesn't look that light, but compared to the color it was before, it became very blond XD I was scared my mom get angry but she helped me to dye and she liked! (^_^)



Anyways, I have to go now. I don't know if I can come here next week too so... see you some time (x_x)

Bye o/

I couldn't post last week (x_x) sorry sorry sorry! And well, I don't think I will come to the cyber next week (you know, my money is disappearing -lol- I can't come every week now) so I really have to post today huh.

Well, I created a new journal for my writings. I'm not gonna post my fics here anymore, so please check out 50past12for them!
Q1. Why the hell this name?
A. This is Domoto Tsuyoshi's song (50 past 12 am) from [si:] album. I thought about a lot of titles but this was the cooler.

Q2. Why did you made a writing journal?
A. Because Kowareru Sekai is, stills and will always be my personal journal (i_i) KS means so much for me you don't have idea (u.u) *dramatic* err... and it's better to divide personal posts and fanfics... Really, this journal was a mess (X___X)

I'm still fixing some things there but soon (I hope so) all my fics would be there! I'm just sorry for the people who commented here (T_T) I had to delete the posts... *runs and cries*

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*sighs* It's raining today (-_-) I also wanted to say that if it's raining too much here, I will not come. I don't like to go outside when is raining. And take the train when is raining is horrible. And the station when is raining is horrible. The groud is slippery and it is horrible.

Although, I take the train a bit early to come here, so is always full of people (x_o) I never sit (not that it's a real problem, I just don't like people pushing me).
And talking about people... How do you call it? Karma? Murphy's law? However, I'm just tired of it: as a good person -what- I always go to the bathroom before leave home :D but I just realize my fly is open when I sit here in front of the cyber's pc! It means, my fly was open when I was walking to the station, my fly was open when I took the train, my fly was open when a lot of people came into the train, my fly was open when I paid my ticket, my fly was open when I walked to the cyber... At least my fly was open for 30 minutes.
...I don't think someone realized that because I'm also wearing a big jacket but, oh man (@_@;) that's embarrassing very embarrassing.

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Now I will try to fix other fics (wow, what a cute phrase lol).

See you o/


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EDIT: I forgot to say!!! Today here in Japan is already Joshima's birthday!
Happy birthday Joh! XD
And happy birthday to Aiji too ^^

Gah (T_T) I'm so happy that I finished that fic (actually I finished Okada's side yesterday and blah, I'm really tired okay?! lol). Now I can start a new one (-.-) I was going crazy writing the same words, the same paragraphs, the same quotes... Really, why did I decide to write a fic like that? One-sided wasn't good enough?
...Sometimes I want to kill myself :D

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Wow, it's already November (o_o) I like this month ^^ *"Sweet November"s influences* and V6 debuted on[?] November, right?
...blah, but who cares (T_T) all this week I just saw Arashi on the tv (yeah, people don't care if you're celebrating 14th anniversary. 10th anniversary is more important huh?)
Anyway (=_=) now I will wait to SMAP's 20th anniversary. And I really hope you do something special, guys (Ò___Ó) September 9th!!! *freak*

Ah, today is holiday here. Culture's day. And I'm wondering why Arashi debuted on[?] Culture's day (@_@;) lol

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( Tokyo DOGS' spoilers )

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Well, and I want to watch Liar Game -season 2- so bad! (T_T) but the timing... it's the same time I watch London Hearts and also Tuesday's 9PM is Utaban's time! Aaww too bad (u_u)
Oh yeah, speaking on watch, tomorrow Okada's "Oto na ri" will release ^^ I need to rental it (@___@) I need some Okada Junichi for my eyes XD

Now I will try to make some icons... will post them soon (^o^) or not that soon lol
bye o/

This week I discovered that I can't post from the cellphone anymore. au changed the Internet viewer somehow and I can't log in to LJ.
Awesome. Just too good to be true.

So, now I'll be able to post only on Tuesdays, like before.
Well, isn't too bad, I never have important things to write anyway... But I can't log in so it means I can't read f-locked entries and I can't post/reply comments. You won't see me so often now.

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And also, I'm finally finishing that oh-so-secret fic XD Then I just need to write the "second" part and post here o/ But you know, procrastination rulez -what. The very last fic I wrote was from September 14th or so! I don't know what's happening to me (T___T) ...maybe uh, stress? lol Oh of course, and all these things with the cellphone (-___-) and a few minutes ago I did something wrong on my mp3 player and it doesn't play anymore... GOOD! I shouldn't wake up today! *runs and cries*




Anyways, I wanted to write some things about Tokyo DOGS' 2nd episode and SmapxSmap but now I'm too pissed off *hits head against the wall*
*sighs* (u_u) let's make a try.


( Tokyo DOGS spoilers )



( SmapxSmap spoilers )



This Bistro was the best ever XD I'm so glad Smap and KinKi still being good sempais and kouhais (^____^) and I really like these old Johnny's because of the gasshuku. Everybody was all together and good friends.

Now I want to watch those old shows (x_x) Smap's "Ganbarimashou" was funny!

I feel like writing again. Sorry for the random time (pasts 2AM here) and random topics.

Today(yesterday) I finally decided to continue a fic (^_^;) I still writing it now and... it looks good, unless for the fact I want to make it "two-sided", if you know what I mean.
There's a pairing *secret* and I want to make the A-character story side and the B-character side too. First I thought of making it normal, but then sounded cool to make other point of view (but this is not a P.O.V fic).

...err, but I didn't even finish the first side so... orz
AND I'm really avoiding Nishikawa's fic (T___T) sorry Nisshi! But that's because it became difficult to write and I'm definitelly not a good writer and I don't know English and the plot is a mess and I really want to finish it anyway but I don't know how!!! (T_T) *panics*
...Okay, don't expect me to post Nishikawa fic here too soon. Just that. Thank you very much.




Now I'll try to sleep (-.-)zzZ

First of all, sorry for spoiling like this; I can't make cuts with the cellphone.


Gaahhh XD~~~ 24 CHANNEL is so dumb XD this time they showed that Tsuyoshi wanted to make a sculpture of him, but he had to practice first and just it took 2 hours. The real sculpture will be done later (-.-;)

Then he went to a aquarium to sleep there!
First he saw jellyfishes that don't "die" (o_o)
staff: It dies but them its young form appears from the old vestige.
Tsuyoshi: I envy them.

Then Tsuyoshi laid in front of a huge fish tank and was so beautiful!
"It's like you're sleeping in the sea. Actually you'd die if slept in the sea." LOL

Last, he wanted to see the sunset and think about tomorrow but the filming day was cloudy XD it seemed that he saw a bit of the sunset, but the cameraman who was foccusing him couldn't film it because the seat belt *fails*

It ended with Tsuyoshi eating baked[?] squid
Tsuyoshi: Did I come here to buy squid?
staff: err... no.



This show is dumb but funny XD
But I still miss Shindoi (._.)

I'm seeing too much Arashi lately (-.-) it all started with Nino and Sho at Nepleague and Shukudai-kun on Monday; them Jun at Haneru no Tobira and Sho, Aiba and Ohno at The Red Theater today(yesterday? it already pasts midnight here). And it seems like Jun will appear on[?] Waratte Iitomo! tomorrow(today). All this just because VSArashi moved to Thursday and will start tomorrow(today)!

I hate all these propaganda XD but I would be really happy if Smap had that much propaganda XD but uh, very good things don't need to be said all the time, right? 8-D not that I'm despising Arashi. Just... a bit tired of their pretty faces lol specially Jun because he isn't even my favorite XD (right now I'm kicking Jun and all his fans will start to hate me lol)



...*sighs* now I'll wait to 24 CHANNEL o/ I just watched it for the first time last week! *laaaate*

I dreamt with Ikuo last night (*_*) It was so real and so dream at the same time XD

I was at a mall and when decided to go home I saw Ikuo sitting on a bench (that red hair don't cheat me lol).
"Are you Ikuo-san?" I asked and he smiled saying yes ^^ We shook hands then WTH, the hairdresser who always cut my hair appeared and said they were friends, studied at the same university and worked together (@__@;) ...wow imagine Ikuo as a hairdresser XD

Then for some reason I was window shopping with Ikuo. Actually I was hugging him while we walked XD Ikuo was warm and so kind (i__i) I was apologizing for fangirling so much (incredible how aware I am in my dreams lol) but he just said "It's okay" and smiled *cries for the kindness*

Oh, I also asked about Mii-kun (his cat) XD he said he was fine o/



Always that Ikuo appears in my dreams he's so kind (i_i) last time he taught me how to play bass! lol

Ikuo, you're always welcome in my dreams (^o^)/

I just realized it now, because I saw VVV6's CM, but... GO DYED HIS HAIR (O_O) Go is blond now, BLOND (T_T)
I'm not saying he's ugly because, come on, I'm talking about Morita Go, he NEVER looks ugly!! I just... I don't like blond (x_x) unless for Shingo o/ but... Go (T_T) I liked when he dyed black; he looked sexier XD


Anyway, Go made me sad today (._.) lol

Huh, awesome. Today I received turbo FC's announcement. Year Countdown's dates are confirmed, also a new year live party for turbo members at Budokan.





I CAN'T GO OKAY? SO DON'T CALL ME TELLING ME TO SEE YOU ON HOLIDAYS (T_____T)
Nishikawa-kun, please, forget about me orz *little act*

It annoys me. Really. Specially because I live in Kanagawa, OH SO NEAR FROM TOKYO! (-_-) And I CAN'T GO because timing, because I don't know how to walk in Tokyo's streets, because I have nobody to go with me -as always. N factors make me stay home, when I could be screaming my lungs out in T.M.R live.


...I can't complain; this isn't the first time it happens. My favorite artists hate me and don't want me on their lives ;D I'm getting used to it.

Now I'm gonna... uh, play game XD listen to some music (currently addicted to Yuzu! -wich I can't go to the live too but, let's forget about it -_-) and... try not to cry orz *feeling pathetic*

So I watched "My Girl". And I cried. And I hate myself for that (-_-) "Beautiful Life" was the only dorama I cried on the first episode! But it doesn't matter at all *wth*

I don't like Yuuka, I don't like that little girl (I watched too much things with Oohashi Nozomi-chan (Ponyo song's girl!) so I don't get used with other kids yet lol) and I don't like Murakami. And no, I didn't watched because Aiba (ok, just a bit), I watched because the story. It could be anybody (unless someone I REALLY deslike XD).

I don't think Aiba matches with such a character like Masamune-kun! They're too "opposites"! XD but maybe it makes the character cooler (sorry, I didn't read the orinal story so I can't talk too much)
But I'm gonna watch o/ or at least try. I always forget dorama's dates orz



So yeah... I CRIED and now I want to watch Beautiful Life lol
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*random note: wow, Tsuchiya Reo on Tamori Club right now! AGES since the last time I saw him on tv! XD

Hi :D
I was busy making some icons (when I should be thinking about how to continue my fics... *slump*)
I wanted to make more but I don't have much time here (^_^;) and I'm kind of tired (x_o) so here we go


samples:





( Johnny's! )

I have very random and crazy dreams. Specially with famous people.

Last night TOKIO appeared in my dream! (first time dreaming about them)
We were talking, I don't know well about what. Someone -Taichi, I guess. I couldn't see him- was calling leader from across the room ("Leader! Joh! Shige!") but he was just making fun, whatever lol
Then I called leader and he sat beside me and we started to talk o/ I was all like "Leader! I like you so much!" *not fangirling level* and he was thanking awkward, so cute XD
Maybe because I call him leader, we were talking about other Johnny's leaders. I told him I didn't like Ohno XDDD he replied like "Poor Ohno! He's a good kid!" XD
Then I said I liked Sakamoto singing but wasn't my favorite too.
"Hmm, I kind of understand that"
Leader! (O_o) What do you mean with that?! XD Don't you like him? lol

And it ended with me saying my favorite leaders were him and Nakai 8-D




...Seriously, I never understand my dreams (=__=)

List of doramas:

14 Sai no Haha
33 Pun Tantei (pt.1 and final)
Abarenbou Mama*
At Home Dad*
Attention Please
Bara no Nai Hanaya*
Beach Boys
Beautiful Life*
Bijo ka Yajuu
Binbou Danshi BOMB BEE MEN*
Boku no Ikiru Michi
BOSS
Celeb and Binbou Taro
CHANGE
Dream*Again
Galileo
GOOD LUCK!!*
HanaDan 2
HanaKimi*
Hitotsu Yane no Shita
Hoshi no Kinka (pt.1 and 2)
Innocent Love
Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake*
Kaze no Haruka
KochiKame
Konkatsu!
Koi ni Ochitara
Love Generation
Lunch no Joou
Maou
Nodame Cantabile
Shiroi Haru
Star no Koi
Tenshi ga Kieta Machi
Unfair
Uta no Oniisan
VOICE
Yamada Taro Monogatari
Yankee Bokou ni Kaeru
Zettai Kareshi


The titles with * I watched more than once.

Wow, it doesn't look like I watched so many doramas! XD Some of them I don't remember well (like Koi ni Ochitara and Unfair) but all are good! Watch them if you have nothing better to do lol


There are also doramas I just watched a few episodes but in this list I put only the ones I watched (almost) completely.

I was bored so made a list of all the doramas I watched till now and...
IT'S MORE THAN 40 (O___O)
Actually there are some "continuations" and second parts but the total is 40.

The artists I watched more are Kimura Takuya (Love Generation, Beautiful Life, GOOD LUCK!!, CHANGE), Eita (Lunch no Joou, Nodame, Unfair, VOICE) and Ueto Aya (Attention Please, Abarenbou Mama, Celeb and Poor Taro, Konkatsu) -even that I don't like her very much lol-

It's inevitable, I always watch Kimura's doramas XD (and I just didn't watch Mr. BRAIN because there was an actress I don't like)
My favorite dorama, EVER, will be "Beautiful Life"! Too sad but too beautiful (i_i) Kyoko (Tokiwa Takako) and Shuji (Kimura) are definitely my favorite couple (T___T) *drowns in own tears*
Well, I still need to watch Pride and Engine. I don't know why I didn't watch them yet (@_@;)


Now I'm excited for Tokyo Dogs *viva Oguri Shun* (^o^)/




Hmm I have to continue my fic (x_o)

I want to go to cyber tomorrow (T___T) but I decided not to go, so I won't! (u_u) *saving some money*


And... did someone said WORK HARD on a certain fic? 8-D
I'm king (it sounds better than "queen") of procrastination!!! (u_____u) and guess what, while I'm trying -HARD- to write this, a lot of other plots come to my mind and now my notebook is a mess... My mind is a mess (well, it always been)



Well, I have another things to do 8-D *procrastination rules* let's see if God of Inspiration comes to me while I'm cleaning my "desk" -actually it's not a desk.




*Late, but happy birthday to Nishikawa (19th) and Haruichi-san (20th) from Porno Graffiti (^o^)/

I think I'm not going to the cyber next week.
The next week is holiday here and I don't like going out on holidays D: *too many people - hates that*

Then I will try to work -HARD- on my fic! I... I want to finish it... I need to finish it... (T_T)
Aww, vampires are complicated to write *kills herself for the idea*
God, make my hand write it. Properly and quickly. Please! (T___T)



Err *coughs* so see you again in two weeks (29th)!




P.S.: Ouran makes my life worthwhile 8-D *just finished to read the 15th yesterday*

I FINALLY WATCHED 2046!!!
OMG I can't believe yet (T_____T) I wanted to watch this movie since I was in Brazil and I finally found to rental[?] (T___T)


The story itself is a bit confused (maybe because this movie is a sequel), just as I imagined (^_^;) but is beautiful. I liked!

The sounds, the musics, the casting (even that I only know Kimura Takuya), the photograph, the quotes... so many beautiful things!
I think I'm just too happy for watching it XD~


Well, since I'm going to the cyber every week, I rented some movies.
Today (yesterday?) I watched Kaneshiro Takeshi's "Sweet Rain 死神の精度". It's good too! I really liked the last part!
And it was a long time I didn't watch anything about Kaneshiro ^^ his last work is Red Cliff but I don't like this kind of movie very much (-.-;)



I have another movies to watch. I would like to comment about all them but as you know, I have characters limit (x_x) *failzzz*


So see you o/