Kowareru Sekai

03 November 2009 @ 11:18 am

Gah (T_T) I'm so happy that I finished that fic (actually I finished Okada's side yesterday and blah, I'm really tired okay?! lol). Now I can start a new one (-.-) I was going crazy writing the same words, the same paragraphs, the same quotes... Really, why did I decide to write a fic like that? One-sided wasn't good enough?
...Sometimes I want to kill myself :D

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Wow, it's already November (o_o) I like this month ^^ *"Sweet November"s influences* and V6 debuted on[?] November, right?
...blah, but who cares (T_T) all this week I just saw Arashi on the tv (yeah, people don't care if you're celebrating 14th anniversary. 10th anniversary is more important huh?)
Anyway (=_=) now I will wait to SMAP's 20th anniversary. And I really hope you do something special, guys (Ò___Ó) September 9th!!! *freak*

Ah, today is holiday here. Culture's day. And I'm wondering why Arashi debuted on[?] Culture's day (@_@;) lol

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( Tokyo DOGS' spoilers )

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Well, and I want to watch Liar Game -season 2- so bad! (T_T) but the timing... it's the same time I watch London Hearts and also Tuesday's 9PM is Utaban's time! Aaww too bad (u_u)
Oh yeah, speaking on watch, tomorrow Okada's "Oto na ri" will release ^^ I need to rental it (@___@) I need some Okada Junichi for my eyes XD

Now I will try to make some icons... will post them soon (^o^) or not that soon lol
bye o/

Tags: dorama, movie, okada junichi

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03 November 2009 @ 10:43 am

[fic] Guilty love -Okada's side-

Guilty love -Okada's side-
Pairing: Morita Go/Okada Junichi
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU, BL, angst, Morita on top, this fic is longer than the others I wrote before
Disclaimer: I do not own them. I own the storyline.
Summary: Can a love between patron and butler be possible?
Author's Note: This is Okada's side of story. Sorry if Morita's side was more detailed; a lot of parts are the same, really just changing the point of view (of course duh).

Sorry for grammatical mistakes.

( Okada Junichi's side )

Tags: fanfic, morita go, okada junichi, v6

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03 November 2009 @ 10:18 am

[fic] Guilty love -Morita's side-

Guilty love -Morita's side-
Pairing: Morita Go/Okada Junichi
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU, BL, angst, Morita on top, this fic is longer than the others I wrote before
Disclaimer: I do not own them. I own the storyline.
Summary: Can a love between patron and butler be possible?
Author's Note: Hey! Long time I don't post a fic! My very first time writing AU. And also first V6 fic. Sorry if they are out of character or something. I tried my best. And I said I wanted to try Coming Century threesome but I couldn't find a place to Ken-chan in this story XD maybe next time!
So, I wrote this fic in different two points of view, this is Morita's side. I wrote it first so it can be more detailed than Okada's, sorry if it happened.

Sorry for grammatical mistakes.

( Morita Go's side )

Tags: fanfic, morita go, okada junichi, v6

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Current Music: 木村カエラ - Magic Music

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27 October 2009 @ 11:43 am

READ PLEASE

This week I discovered that I can't post from the cellphone anymore. au changed the Internet viewer somehow and I can't log in to LJ.
Awesome. Just too good to be true.

So, now I'll be able to post only on Tuesdays, like before.
Well, isn't too bad, I never have important things to write anyway... But I can't log in so it means I can't read f-locked entries and I can't post/reply comments. You won't see me so often now.

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And also, I'm finally finishing that oh-so-secret fic XD Then I just need to write the "second" part and post here o/ But you know, procrastination rulez -what. The very last fic I wrote was from September 14th or so! I don't know what's happening to me (T___T) ...maybe uh, stress? lol Oh of course, and all these things with the cellphone (-___-) and a few minutes ago I did something wrong on my mp3 player and it doesn't play anymore... GOOD! I shouldn't wake up today! *runs and cries*

Anyways, I wanted to write some things about Tokyo DOGS' 2nd episode and SmapxSmap but now I'm too pissed off *hits head against the wall*
*sighs* (u_u) let's make a try.

( Tokyo DOGS spoilers )

( SmapxSmap spoilers )

This Bistro was the best ever XD I'm so glad Smap and KinKi still being good sempais and kouhais (^____^) and I really like these old Johnny's because of the gasshuku. Everybody was all together and good friends.

Now I want to watch those old shows (x_x) Smap's "Ganbarimashou" was funny!

Tags: dorama, kinki kids, smap

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Current Music: 二宮和也 - Gimmick Game

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23 October 2009 @ 02:29 am

waiting for inspiration

I feel like writing again. Sorry for the random time (pasts 2AM here) and random topics.

Today(yesterday) I finally decided to continue a fic (^_^;) I still writing it now and... it looks good, unless for the fact I want to make it "two-sided", if you know what I mean.
There's a pairing *secret* and I want to make the A-character story side and the B-character side too. First I thought of making it normal, but then sounded cool to make other point of view (but this is not a P.O.V fic).

...err, but I didn't even finish the first side so... orz
AND I'm really avoiding Nishikawa's fic (T___T) sorry Nisshi! But that's because it became difficult to write and I'm definitelly not a good writer and I don't know English and the plot is a mess and I really want to finish it anyway but I don't know how!!! (T_T) *panics*
...Okay, don't expect me to post Nishikawa fic here too soon. Just that. Thank you very much.

Now I'll try to sleep (-.-)zzZ

Tags: blah, nishikawa takanori

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22 October 2009 @ 02:17 am

Waiting for CM offer

First of all, sorry for spoiling like this; I can't make cuts with the cellphone.

Gaahhh XD~~~ 24 CHANNEL is so dumb XD this time they showed that Tsuyoshi wanted to make a sculpture of him, but he had to practice first and just it took 2 hours. The real sculpture will be done later (-.-;)

Then he went to a aquarium to sleep there!
First he saw jellyfishes that don't "die" (o_o)
staff: It dies but them its young form appears from the old vestige.
Tsuyoshi: I envy them.

Then Tsuyoshi laid in front of a huge fish tank and was so beautiful!
"It's like you're sleeping in the sea. Actually you'd die if slept in the sea." LOL

Last, he wanted to see the sunset and think about tomorrow but the filming day was cloudy XD it seemed that he saw a bit of the sunset, but the cameraman who was foccusing him couldn't film it because the seat belt *fails*

It ended with Tsuyoshi eating baked[?] squid
Tsuyoshi: Did I come here to buy squid?
staff: err... no.

This show is dumb but funny XD
But I still miss Shindoi (._.)

Tags: blah, domoto tsuyoshi

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Current Music: KinKi Kids - フラワー

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22 October 2009 @ 12:00 am

for dream!...?

I'm seeing too much Arashi lately (-.-) it all started with Nino and Sho at Nepleague and Shukudai-kun on Monday; them Jun at Haneru no Tobira and Sho, Aiba and Ohno at The Red Theater today(yesterday? it already pasts midnight here). And it seems like Jun will appear on[?] Waratte Iitomo! tomorrow(today). All this just because VSArashi moved to Thursday and will start tomorrow(today)!

I hate all these propaganda XD but I would be really happy if Smap had that much propaganda XD but uh, very good things don't need to be said all the time, right? 8-D not that I'm despising Arashi. Just... a bit tired of their pretty faces lol specially Jun because he isn't even my favorite XD (right now I'm kicking Jun and all his fans will start to hate me lol)

...*sighs* now I'll wait to 24 CHANNEL o/ I just watched it for the first time last week! *laaaate*

Tags: arashi, blah, domoto tsuyoshi, smap

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20 October 2009 @ 09:58 am

Osaka CATS

*this post includes spoilers*
I mean, finally! Tokyo DOGS!
Gosh, I'm totally in love with this dorama (i_i) It's cool and funny and gaahhh XDDD

Shun looks totally cool while Hiro is so crazy XD and this dorama kind of reminds me that old movie "Tango & Cash" (thanks to my mom who said that lol).

( spoilers under the cut )

I can't wait to the next episode o/ Tokyo DOGS too gooood ~~~/o/

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Oh, and on next week's SmapxSmap, Bistro's guest is... KinKi Kids! (O___O) I still can't believe in it XD

Tags: dorama

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15 October 2009 @ 03:24 pm

red haired bassist

I dreamt with Ikuo last night (*_*) It was so real and so dream at the same time XD

I was at a mall and when decided to go home I saw Ikuo sitting on a bench (that red hair don't cheat me lol).
"Are you Ikuo-san?" I asked and he smiled saying yes ^^ We shook hands then WTH, the hairdresser who always cut my hair appeared and said they were friends, studied at the same university and worked together (@__@;) ...wow imagine Ikuo as a hairdresser XD

Then for some reason I was window shopping with Ikuo. Actually I was hugging him while we walked XD Ikuo was warm and so kind (i__i) I was apologizing for fangirling so much (incredible how aware I am in my dreams lol) but he just said "It's okay" and smiled *cries for the kindness*

Oh, I also asked about Mii-kun (his cat) XD he said he was fine o/

Always that Ikuo appears in my dreams he's so kind (i_i) last time he taught me how to play bass! lol

Ikuo, you're always welcome in my dreams (^o^)/

Tags: abingdon boys school, blah

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11 October 2009 @ 03:03 pm

Blond (._.)

I just realized it now, because I saw VVV6's CM, but... GO DYED HIS HAIR (O_O) Go is blond now, BLOND (T_T)
I'm not saying he's ugly because, come on, I'm talking about Morita Go, he NEVER looks ugly!! I just... I don't like blond (x_x) unless for Shingo o/ but... Go (T_T) I liked when he dyed black; he looked sexier XD

Anyway, Go made me sad today (._.) lol

Tags: blah, morita go, v6

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11 October 2009 @ 12:59 am

Lives. Not for me

Huh, awesome. Today I received turbo FC's announcement. Year Countdown's dates are confirmed, also a new year live party for turbo members at Budokan.

I CAN'T GO OKAY? SO DON'T CALL ME TELLING ME TO SEE YOU ON HOLIDAYS (T_____T)
Nishikawa-kun, please, forget about me orz *little act*

It annoys me. Really. Specially because I live in Kanagawa, OH SO NEAR FROM TOKYO! (-_-) And I CAN'T GO because timing, because I don't know how to walk in Tokyo's streets, because I have nobody to go with me -as always. N factors make me stay home, when I could be screaming my lungs out in T.M.R live.

...I can't complain; this isn't the first time it happens. My favorite artists hate me and don't want me on their lives ;D I'm getting used to it.

Now I'm gonna... uh, play game XD listen to some music (currently addicted to Yuzu! -wich I can't go to the live too but, let's forget about it -_-) and... try not to cry orz *feeling pathetic*

Tags: blah, nishikawa takanori, t.m.revolution

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10 October 2009 @ 12:45 am

Crybaby (T_T)

So I watched "My Girl". And I cried. And I hate myself for that (-_-) "Beautiful Life" was the only dorama I cried on the first episode! But it doesn't matter at all *wth*

I don't like Yuuka, I don't like that little girl (I watched too much things with Oohashi Nozomi-chan (Ponyo song's girl!) so I don't get used with other kids yet lol) and I don't like Murakami. And no, I didn't watched because Aiba (ok, just a bit), I watched because the story. It could be anybody (unless someone I REALLY deslike XD).

I don't think Aiba matches with such a character like Masamune-kun! They're too "opposites"! XD but maybe it makes the character cooler (sorry, I didn't read the orinal story so I can't talk too much)
But I'm gonna watch o/ or at least try. I always forget dorama's dates orz

So yeah... I CRIED and now I want to watch Beautiful Life lol
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*random note: wow, Tsuchiya Reo on Tamori Club right now! AGES since the last time I saw him on tv! XD

Tags: blah, dorama

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06 October 2009 @ 01:43 pm

[icons] JE's variety

Hi :D
I was busy making some icons (when I should be thinking about how to continue my fics... *slump*)
I wanted to make more but I don't have much time here (^_^;) and I'm kind of tired (x_o) so here we go

samples:

( Johnny's! )

Tags: arashi, domoto tsuyoshi, icons, kinki kids, morita go, okada junichi, smap, v6

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26 September 2009 @ 02:12 pm

Leader o/

I have very random and crazy dreams. Specially with famous people.

Last night TOKIO appeared in my dream! (first time dreaming about them)
We were talking, I don't know well about what. Someone -Taichi, I guess. I couldn't see him- was calling leader from across the room ("Leader! Joh! Shige!") but he was just making fun, whatever lol
Then I called leader and he sat beside me and we started to talk o/ I was all like "Leader! I like you so much!" *not fangirling level* and he was thanking awkward, so cute XD
Maybe because I call him leader, we were talking about other Johnny's leaders. I told him I didn't like Ohno XDDD he replied like "Poor Ohno! He's a good kid!" XD
Then I said I liked Sakamoto singing but wasn't my favorite too.
"Hmm, I kind of understand that"
Leader! (O_o) What do you mean with that?! XD Don't you like him? lol

And it ended with me saying my favorite leaders were him and Nakai 8-D

...Seriously, I never understand my dreams (=__=)

Tags: blah, tokio, v6

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23 September 2009 @ 05:06 pm

Complete list

List of doramas:

14 Sai no Haha
33 Pun Tantei (pt.1 and final)
Abarenbou Mama*
At Home Dad*
Attention Please
Bara no Nai Hanaya*
Beach Boys
Beautiful Life*
Bijo ka Yajuu
Binbou Danshi BOMB BEE MEN*
Boku no Ikiru Michi
BOSS
Celeb and Binbou Taro
CHANGE
Dream*Again
Galileo
GOOD LUCK!!*
HanaDan 2
HanaKimi*
Hitotsu Yane no Shita
Hoshi no Kinka (pt.1 and 2)
Innocent Love
Kamisama Mou Sukoshi Dake*
Kaze no Haruka
KochiKame
Konkatsu!
Koi ni Ochitara
Love Generation
Lunch no Joou
Maou
Nodame Cantabile
Shiroi Haru
Star no Koi
Tenshi ga Kieta Machi
Unfair
Uta no Oniisan
VOICE
Yamada Taro Monogatari
Yankee Bokou ni Kaeru
Zettai Kareshi

The titles with * I watched more than once.

Wow, it doesn't look like I watched so many doramas! XD Some of them I don't remember well (like Koi ni Ochitara and Unfair) but all are good! Watch them if you have nothing better to do lol

There are also doramas I just watched a few episodes but in this list I put only the ones I watched (almost) completely.

Tags: blah, dorama

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22 September 2009 @ 08:01 pm

42 doramas

I was bored so made a list of all the doramas I watched till now and...
IT'S MORE THAN 40 (O___O)
Actually there are some "continuations" and second parts but the total is 40.

The artists I watched more are Kimura Takuya (Love Generation, Beautiful Life, GOOD LUCK!!, CHANGE), Eita (Lunch no Joou, Nodame, Unfair, VOICE) and Ueto Aya (Attention Please, Abarenbou Mama, Celeb and Poor Taro, Konkatsu) -even that I don't like her very much lol-

It's inevitable, I always watch Kimura's doramas XD (and I just didn't watch Mr. BRAIN because there was an actress I don't like)
My favorite dorama, EVER, will be "Beautiful Life"! Too sad but too beautiful (i_i) Kyoko (Tokiwa Takako) and Shuji (Kimura) are definitely my favorite couple (T___T) *drowns in own tears*
Well, I still need to watch Pride and Engine. I don't know why I didn't watch them yet (@_@;)

Now I'm excited for Tokyo Dogs *viva Oguri Shun* (^o^)/

Hmm I have to continue my fic (x_o)

Tags: blah, dorama

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21 September 2009 @ 01:27 pm

3 days holiday

I want to go to cyber tomorrow (T___T) but I decided not to go, so I won't! (u_u) *saving some money*

And... did someone said WORK HARD on a certain fic? 8-D
I'm king (it sounds better than "queen") of procrastination!!! (u_____u) and guess what, while I'm trying -HARD- to write this, a lot of other plots come to my mind and now my notebook is a mess... My mind is a mess (well, it always been)

Well, I have another things to do 8-D *procrastination rules* let's see if God of Inspiration comes to me while I'm cleaning my "desk" -actually it's not a desk.

*Late, but happy birthday to Nishikawa (19th) and Haruichi-san (20th) from Porno Graffiti (^o^)/

Tags: blah

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16 September 2009 @ 06:00 pm

In two weeks

I think I'm not going to the cyber next week.
The next week is holiday here and I don't like going out on holidays D: *too many people - hates that*

Then I will try to work -HARD- on my fic! I... I want to finish it... I need to finish it... (T_T)
Aww, vampires are complicated to write *kills herself for the idea*
God, make my hand write it. Properly and quickly. Please! (T___T)

Err *coughs* so see you again in two weeks (29th)!

P.S.: Ouran makes my life worthwhile 8-D *just finished to read the 15th yesterday*

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15 September 2009 @ 10:56 am

[icons] turbo delivery!

So! Nishikawa's birthday is this Saturday but I can use the computer just on Tuesdays so I'm gonna post them today.

-39 icons of Nishikawa Takanori-
samples:

( turbo icons )

Tags: abingdon boys school, icons, nishikawa takanori, t.m.revolution

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Current Music: いきものがかり - 花は桜君は美し

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15 September 2009 @ 09:34 am

[fic] I'll take care of you

I'll take care of you
Pairing: Ninomiya Kazunari/Aiba Masaki
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: BL, sick Aiba, Nino on top
Disclaimer: I do not own them.
Summary: Aiba is sick but Nino can make him feel better.
Author's Note: I finished this oneshot just yesterday! I'm too slow (@___@;) the end sucks, I'm really sorry about it. And sorry for grammatical mistakes.

It's the last fic for now. I'm gonna work on Nishikawa's new multi-chaptered fic and I think it will take me a VERY LONG time (x_x) and I don't like posting multi-chaptered when I'm still writing it, because I don't really know how many chapters I'll write *no planning* so I'll post it only when I finish. But my multi-chaptereds are usually short (no more than 5 chaps) so I think I can do it o/ lol

( Love fever! )

Tags: arashi, fanfic

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Current Music: いきものがかり - 花は桜君は美し

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